Magnification

Guess what, you are fucking up my mind right now. I keep thinking about the words you said. You've gotta stop being so narrow-minded and start accepting the fact that you're currently living in the modern society where your traditional-and conservative-past has ceast to exist. Quit making a mountain out of a molehill. What's the fuss????? Why are you afraid of what others might think, I don't understand?Its not as if I'm doing an act of public display in your face or anything immoral.

I can't believe that you could insult me like that. You have no right to call me childish because I bet you were worst off than me when you were at my age. At least I am responsible enough to bear my own consequences without any parental guidiance. What for hold on to your child so tight, when at the end of the day, he doesnt know how to be responsible? You can't lead your child by the hand, for the rest of his life. One day, he'll just belong to someone else. So why can't to start learning to let go now? Every parent would want to protect their child, but sometimes, its only through the mistakes that they really learn.

I'M NOT TRYING TO BE RUDE OR INTEFERE. I'VE REALLY TRIED TO RESPECT YOU, TO WIN YOU OVER. Even to the extent of doing things against my own principles. But how long do I have to do all these for? You know, I've never felt so stressed when visiting other people's family, cos they can accept me for the person I am.

I'm not who you want me to be. I don't do household chores, I have nothing to worry for, I love tattoos & piercings, I party, I drink, I love wearing shorts, I spend money like its free, I am too vain for my own good, I am sometimes superficial.... I'm not the kind of girl that will stay home & slog away for the rest of my life. I COULD CHANGE ALL THESE, BUT WOULD IT BE WORTH MY EFFORTS?


I'm am so damn fking pissed now, does anyone understand my pain?????

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It'll be a miracle if this r/s lasts forever.