la pura verita

( credits to company listed in photo )

That was one of the photo which i managed to get from the photoshoot seminar. Process wasnt as easy as it looked. Just like cosmetic ads & all, easy? definitely not.

I had to stay in this pose for about 10 mins, while different photogs took turns to capture the shots. My eyes? looking straight into the flashlights. Now, imagine that. Hurts your eyeballzxz ttm.

Totally couldnt see anything after this shot was done. Any duration longer than that 10 mins, i swear I would have gone blind. However, it was a good experience, as compared to the usual outdoor shoots & etc .

I found some really really really good works of 2 photogs. Really good work. Argh, would wanna try working w them too. But hmm, i don't have much of a freedom or choice? $%^&*&$%^&.


As for filming, HOHOHO....I once mentioned about a casting/audition which i was going for, & yes, I got it!(: Wheeee.
However, nothing is gonna be mentioned yet as we're all looking for one v impt person to make everything work. Jared. Jared with all the other information & contacts. WHERE IS JARED? WE ARE ALL LOOKING FOR JARED! Nothing will move on, until he's contacted. SO HURRY JARED, PLEASE REAPPEAR!


I HAD A BRILLIANT BEYOND BRILLIANT IDEA A FEW DAYS BACK
& I KNOW EXACTLY WHAT I'M GONNA GIVE TO MYSELF FOR MY 18TH WHICH IS SOON TO COME. YES, SOOOOON. argh, soon referring to 11 weeks ++ later.

This year saw me doing many things I've never done, many changes & additions made in my life,
its just alot alot alot of stuff to keep in memory. Don't ever think i wanna forget my 18th year of living. Hence, shouldnt my 18th year of living be remembered for like the rest of my life, something special?

I know what i'm gonna reward myself with, I know exactly what i want & i've thought it through, thought it enough. BUT I'm still working towards that..........Since, there is still a someone who cannot figure my intentions for doing so, that someone whose agreement & acceptance would give my coming actions a total GREEN LIGHT.

I'm sure at the end of the year aka 31 dec, I'll be writing a whole lot of special stuff i did throughout.

I.cannot.wait. December, december, hurry come cos i'm waiting for you.